Chika, an up-and-coming rapper who was nominated for Best New Artist at the Grammys in 2020, posted a worrying message on her Instagram, Saturday, regarding suicide. The Alabama rapper also uploaded several other posts about fans finding her body and that she doesn't care anymore. (Read More Here).
"I went to the top of the intercontinental, but could not jump," Chika admitted in the heartbreaking post. "Not because i don't want to, but because the metal stairs were scary that's the thing about having a fucked up brain. no matter how much pain you are in, there will always be something to hold you back. i know you guys are tired of me holding back. it's draining & sad. it looks like crying wolf. but it is not. it's just difficult to find the right way. the quickest way. the painless way." (Read More Here).
The Warner Music Group artist in the past has several times shed light on her struggles with mental health. The 25-year-old emcee in her Instagram story admitted that she was moments away from throwing herself off the top of The Intercontinental in Los Angeles. Chika also posted other Instagram stories where she claimed that she was not going to make it home asking her fans and followers to find her body in St. Paul.
Furthermore, Chika writes how she believes she’ll serve as a cautionary tale in leaving a person going through immense pain to their own devices. The rapper also relayed that she won’t be sorry for those she might leave behind, saying she refuses to carry the burden of others who refused to help her through the tough times.
Chika has been adding IG Story posts equally concerning, posting messages like, “find my body in st paul idgaf” and “*madison hope ur happy.”
Reactions from fans below:
jupiter
@sohosultry
I feel terrible for Chika. I can’t imagine what she may be feeling, but I can say that social media can work as an accelerator sometimes so please be mindful of what you say even in response. Nobody cares if you don’t like the person, or how you feel.
socially inept blackie
@kaybirth
people saying chika deserves to commit su*cide cause of what she was saying on here... seek help. she obviously isnt mentally okay, we all know this.
jupiter
@sohosultry
I literally remember people making fun of her for getting a tattoo to honor her dad and celebrate her Grammy nomination, and then attacked her because she lashed out. The internet harassed Chika for hours for no reason, and continue to do so.
Imani
@youdoingtoomuch
The reactions m to Chika’s post is so nasty. Didn’t realize how badly y’all lack empathy towards someone you don’t like bc what does it matter? I hope she’s okay and someone found her before she hurts herself.
kaylie
@kaylieohneck
people are replying “can’t wait” in response to the female rapper Chika posting she was going to unalive herself tonight… how can people be soo mentally unwell that you literally praise someone’s pain and suffering and suicidal wishes.
Jasmine. Symone.
@CoolAzzJazz
wondering how the rapper Chika is at the moment. i hope she’s still here with us. I know she planned to end her life today, i’m praying someone found her. such a talent and a beauty. praying she finds a reason to hold on.
god tier hoochie ❤️🔥
@_benjvmins_
i really hope chika is okay and well.
@beychelIa
the quotes are insane. just know stan twitter is not real but karma very much is. the universe will take its toll on u. praying for chika.
Hueless P. Newton aka Shaun Scheme
@NotSoNewlywedPC
I really hope Chika is found safe and gets the help she deserves and needs. Depression is a monster that manipulates the mind into believing your life has no value, but its a lie, you are valued.
long live tramp stamps and Pepper Ann
@brujadeloreo
I really need every fucking form of authority to hunt down Chika and make sure she’s okay and gets the help she needs. We cannot lose her.
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